Blast From the Past

You know how they say that it's always best to leave the things from the past right there?

Well I'm the kind of person that cannot seem to do that. I'm always the person who worries and wonders what the lives of the ones I use to love are like at the moment. Especially one person and it irritates me sometimes.

The fact that she was my first love.... and that she still runs my mind. hell....

I don't know how to deal with it. I can't let her go emotionally.... I'm just glad that any time that I need her around, she's there. What hurts the most is that I eventually have to let her go and us go our separate ways. Which always hurts, but it's the only thing and best thing to do.

I still love you, I do.